Happiness Is A Mirage

No...I don't want to be your friend,
it only makes me want more.
I Hate this feeling of ultimate sadness
that eats me up and spits out what remains of my heart.
The happiness of you,
is no longer for me,
you saw to that.
It's an unrealistic dream
that only taunted and teased me.
It was a cruel nightmare laughing at me
for bieng so stupid as to
think that I could be happy.
You were just a mirage,
not real,
no,
just imaginary.
Fate was just toying with me,
dangling a carrot
over my head,
making me hungry
for love once again
only to be starved of it.
No,
no,
no,
I don't want to be your friend,
because it only makes me
want to die twice.