Cried Ice

The stubborn character, personal interest in genuine self.
Self-centered, frozen emotion in the coldness of life.

Hurt never let go, it freezing to the deepness heart emotion. Heavy, unnoticeable exceedingly to the essence nature of self.
Unstable in deeds and actions, don't know where to go.

Self-desire committed in selfish ambition, in friendship and lovers,
Selected and collected.

The mouth speak pretending to the sense of heart real motives,
Ignoring the true insight self.

Life to the point of screaming, weak being, anxiety of mental,
Physical, moral fatigue, body collapsing to the sins anticipated.

The ice of eyes melt, drops by drops, until it rain through
The heart, mind and emotion,
Creeping innermost sense being, where you going?

PAUSE

Time to set free, swallow the pride, wash and clean in all areas
Of lives no excuses being human living.

Stand in proper place direction, back down humble self.
Let God moves, not in own understanding.


© Jocelyn Sumido-Dunbar
29 April 2006
7: 12 AM